Full Moon in Aquarius

If you've been hanging on to a persona that has been kinda getting you by, you're gonna get a lot of calls to let that go. Where are you not allowed to be yourself?... Sarah Vrba

In this month of letting go, where it may feel like things are being taken away from us, this full moon is about letting go of limiting beliefs about who you are and coming out of hiding. It's about who and how we should be giving way to who and how we really are.

(1) What would that process look like in your life?

(2) How can you express yourself and be seen in the most authentic way possible?

(3) In what way would being your real self, unedited, feel like you're getting away with something? Follow that thought (Sarah Vrba, slightly paraphrased.)

The collective consciousness influences societal norms and group dynamics, including how we treat one another, who leads the collective, and who changes the rules that govern all of us. Although Aquarius governs everything having to do with society and coming together to form societal structures, it also values individuality and helps us break the structure of society through rebellious acts that challenge the status quo. - Jill Wintersteen, founder of the Spirit Daughter platform, writing in YogaJournal.com

Radical Self-Acceptance

In the video below, she also talks about radical self-acceptance. And she asks how you can see what is different about you, as really beautiful.

She even mentioned having a body that doesn't work the way most bodies do. And that's something that just came up for me again last night.

I have one roommate who is tired of having to move things around because those things are in common areas and they are making me sick. I have multiple chemical sensitivities, so that is not an unusual experience for me.

And I understand why she was annoyed, but what I want to avoid doing is refusing to accept myself, or shaming myself in any way, because of it.

I have another roommate who thinks I am weird because I spend a lot of time sitting in front of my light box. She says things like, "if it makes you happy...," but what I think she is implying is that it's all in my head.

Which is halfway right. Depression does start in the head, but it certainly affects the body in powerful ways.

Anyway, I can clear the negative impact of the energy people send my way. But what am I telling myself? What am I thinking about myself?

Is it okay to be me, or not?

That's the real question. And this full moon is asking us to let that crap go, if our answer is no.

Watch her video below. It's so good for what we talk about here!
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How is this Letting Go Month Going for You?

How's it been going for you this month? Letting go is hard!

I just recently had food poisoning and if that's not purging, I don't know what is. So for me, letting go has not just been mental & emotional, it's also been physical. 

Tell me how it's been for you. And hang in there! 

No matter how difficult it feels, keep in mind that this is an ascension experience and it's actually a good thing. There is freedom on the other side.

Love you guys!

Jeanine
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